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August 25, 2010

what should I do????


 it only one step, but i let you go...
my tears, keep falling......
it only one step, but i let you go.....
my tears are falling more and more...



Even if my hand are wide open...
Even if i reach out my hand...
to a place that i can't touch...
you're gone!!!!!!!!!
i couldn't take you here.... i was giving up.........




what should I do????
what should I do????  That person has already left...

what should I do??? What should I do????
That person has left me here...

I love you... I love you.....
Tried to call you loudlly... but you can't hear me...
my heart, why it keep calling your name?????



All day, i try to erase you... but, you appear again....
All day, I say goodbye... but, i think of you again...
Even If mt hands are wide open...
Even it I reach out my hands
To place that I can't touch..... you're GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I could't keep here.... i was giving up....

I love You....
I love You...
I call out to you.... but, you can't hear me...
because I'm only crying...
out with my heart.................


WHAT SHOULD I DO??????????????????






August 24, 2010

love you

I love you... easy to say..but, hard to make it's true. aku de 1 story nk share dgn you all..
that truly about a love


de sorang gulr nie.. seorang yg aktif..at home or anywhere...sentiasa ceria.. she is a nauty gurl.. dia selalu wat org ketawa..dan selalu wat org marah..
hahahahaha....


hidupnya ringkas..lpas skolah trus pulang kerumah.. memilih sekolah yg semua pelajar pompan,..bertambah nauty la... 
walaupon begitu.. she always join in da skol program... takong nasyid, dan panel for forum remaja. mewakili skolah...


lelaki??? xpanah ujud dlm idupnya... bgnya laki menyusahkan..boys making cry...making broke heart..making failer in life....


she always dgn kwn2 yg frust..member-merber dye ramai yg fallin love.. and her friends share the sad story about their love... dia btol-btol benci... hari demi hari,perasaan terhadap kaum adam kian membenci..
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dia akui, wanita tercipta untuk laki...dia arif ttg itu..sudah termaktub dalam kalam ALLAH....






Usai SPM, dia kerja smentara tggu result SPM and panggilan ipta.... harapan yg tinggi disimpan tuk jejak kaki ke ipta... 


semasa dia bekerja, dia mula mengenali seorang lelaki... for the first call.. they all ske gaduh.. gelaran monyet dibagi...laki 2 ske sakitkan hati.. gulr nie menyampah sgt2...ye la, ari2 kol.. nk sakitkan ati jew...mne xgeram...
klu aku pon geram...hahahahaha...








continue the story......


ehemmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!
eh lupa nk kasi tau...perkenalan diaorang nie melalui best frenz gurl n boy nie... they all couple loving...hahahaha...konon-konon nyer la....


1st month kawan..mula 1 keserasian...hahaha..dah mcm filem hindustan plak...ye la..mcm filem mohabbatein..hehehehe..
 aku teruskan...
selama diaorang knal..de la beberapa kali boy 2 nk berpacaran..gurl nie..still trauma dgn experience member-member yang len.. xmau la.. takut kecewa katanye.. lagi pon xpnah jumpa... 


1days boy 2 come 2 show his face.. dari tepeng ke penang...datang tunjuk muka..
haahahaha... terkial gurl 2 cari..which one boy 2..sbb boy 2 mai dgn 2 orang menbernyer..
At da night, we all went to dinner..
nak tau..gurl 2 tunDuk jew...haahhahah..malu,.. sbb 1st date...boy 2 usha xcover..de dia  trus tenung gurl 2...mau xnyer malu...








then,after a few month, they all couple loving..hahahaha..pompan 2 pecahkan egonya only for that guy...so..romantik.. 2 pon atas dasar paksaan pd mulanye.. her besfrenz nk ke oversea.. nk tgk gurl 2 de someone yg len jg... she agree..


but now............
xde ag paksaan... her very..very..very love him so much..much..much.. her 1st love will make last love... 
gurl nie terlalu menyayangi...begitu juga boy 2.. boy 2..caring,loving,comel,tuff,sharing,..
many much...


and the gurl is actually is ME!!!!!!!!!!!!


i love him so much... he respect my dicision, respect my life, respect my stdy..
he also recpect me as him girlfriend..








how much I love him.,never people know..it only in my heart.,.. 


THANKS SAYANG BECAUSE BE MY SPECIAL FRIEND AND MY LOVER...
             U NOT ONLY MY LOVER, BUT MY TRUE FRIEND...




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apa yang aku tahu

apa yang aku tahu????
setiap apa yang aku ingat.. 
setiap apa yang aku kenang..
setiap apa yang aku fikir...
which one the correct????
i dunno...
wat can i say???
i dunno
what can think???
i dunno....


but aku tahu....
penderitaan kian terjadi... apa perlu aku lakukan???
aku tidak punya kekuatan... 
i want to save the world...but...i'm not superwoman....
i want to release the suffering...but..i'm not spiderwoman...
i'm the nature human...
xde kuasa... xde daya...
tapi!!!!!!!....
aku punya impian...aku ada harapan....


lantas aku lebarkan doaku pada generasi akan datang...
lantas aku perbesarkan harapan aku pada generasi mendatang...
aku juga berlindung di bawah payung rahmat ALLAH pada diri ku....


itu yang aku tahu...
itu yang aku tahu..
itu yang aku tahu....